Why? Because I love you.

Well, what's up? counter

<3 Wednesday, January 6 @ 8:41:00 PM

(BBQ 09 w mum dad sis and her friends)

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Laugh uh, I allow.
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THANKS JO!!

NEWS FLASH

Sad news: 3rd day feels like 3 months already. So long.
Good news: My ear is not blocked anymore.
Funny news: Sister is teaching maths in my school for 1 week.
Fun news: Can go to school w either Jing/Fyzo/Ameer on 2nd week.

Anyway, I like my sitting position currently. Near to Lucas, Yasmin, Jing Wen, Amira and the rest.

Okay. I will be on the net for every two days, for now. (We'll see huh.)

And I have a lot of things going on right now. Sibeh stressful. NP, homework, collect edusave, people's birthday, revise, go for FLC meeting.

Oh yeah. Razy suck for annoying me three times and more.

<3 Saturday, January 2 @ 8:10:00 PM

Well, one thing I want to get over with this year is.. O levels.
I know I won't be one of the top students, but I just really wish that my mindset remains positive for the rest of the days till O levels starts and ends.

Okay that's all.

Other than that, I'm going to try to stay focus in class, stop all the little flings, stop oggling at boys(._.). Heheh. This is a public blog, so I better stop rambling bullshit.

2 more days to school people.

<3 @ 2:05:00 PM

Hi. Happy New Year.

Till a few hours ago, my new year hasn't been good.

Countdown Party sucked. I love Farhan's performance only. Even Sez's wasn't that up to standard.
01.01.10 sucked like shit. I was tired and pissed and had to clean up my school books. Hate that day. And my ear was still blocked. I thought I was going to be deaf for the rest of my life. ):
Sad.
Today morning, made my way to Gran's house with mum. I miss my grandma. (:

And now, here I am.

When I read Hakim's tag on my blog, I was dumbfounded for a while. Then I laughed.

Well, it's no use to regret right? So all the best to him and his girlfriend while I focus on my Olevels.

(:

No, I'm happy already.

Mum, "O levels chicken feet la. Just do it normally. Maybe you might get top 5%"

HAHAHAHAH! Bad luck sia. Lol.

Okay here are the pictures of some overdue India trip and yesterday. (:

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Gibs and David. (LOVED)
I like this shot! (:
THANK YOU SHONA!!

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At the hosp.

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At MOT. Matter of Taste. The cafe rocked socks.

---- Now yesterday's---

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This dance group very cute, they dress like power rangers. :P

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FARHAN SHAH! (lovelovelovelove)
Darn good-looking kid. Heh.

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As you can see, our seats are f-ckin' far from the stage cause we didn't come as early as other people did. And the place was so dead cause nobody really cheered or anything. And the mosh-pit area was for people 18 and ABOVE. F-ck that man! I was underage. Super pissed.

):

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It's okay.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I hope this is a great year. I hope.

<3 Thursday, December 31 @ 3:11:00 PM

Hellu.

I am currently in a dilemma.
I don't know what to wear to the Countdown even though I have two outfits in mind. Oh wells, decide later.

Went swimming *DIVES IN* with sis and Fahariah at Bedok after the wasted ICA Building trip with mum. Now my ear is blocked.
):

It's 2010 tomorrow.
That means.. O levels is a step closer to us. Sigh.

2009 has been weird.

Love has been left hanging.

Listen to this song -> CLICK. I remembered two memorable ones. A~~rdy~~ and H~~akim~~. I realised something this year. It's that, I'm not willing to put myself in a risky situation. I crush easily. And the feeling fade easily too.
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I liked A for a long three months, I think Yasmin can remember all those in-school-accidents. Damn those sweet times. *Guitar strums in the background* Haha, basket. I hope he is not reading this. I was so dumb and naive. Because of pathetic little acts that doesn't mean anything, I fell in like with him. Damn me.

Then H, whoa. Another guitar guy. Handsome, very. Tall. Fair. Perfect. Yeah. But I was only fourteen, soon to be fifteen at that point. Too fast? A little fling wouldn't hurt right? That's what I said. Night chats and him singing with his guitar. He really did stole my heart when he sang For You I Will. When he said he practiced it just to make it perfect, I was blown away. Then another one when he was in Bangkok and he dedicated this Mayday Parade's song ->I hate to be you when people find out what this song is about, wow. But sadly, one incident made me think, is it really worth it to get into this kind of thing? I guess the answer is clear. He's in Poly. He's good looking. So, no. I'm sorry.

I'm going to leave you hanging, if you don't mind.
Others not that significant I guess. Hahaa.

Life.

Family -> Somehow I grew closer to my sister, Idk? Lol.

School -> Three words: Could've done better.

Studies -> Fruitful, enough.

Friendship -> At one point of time, me and Yasmin had a huge argument. I forgot about what. And we didn't talk. Things were awkward for a while but it healed after a while. So yeah. During that point of time, scary.

Me love Yasmin and Amira. Amira v lucky lor this year. :P

I remember on Amira's birthday. I wrote on her card something like this:

When you get married, Yasmin will be your maid-of-honour and I will be the bridesmaid.

I forgot la.. ? Haha. Damn funny. And how screw-up it was on her birthday cause it didn't turn out the way it was supposed to.

All has its ups and downs.

So, to summarise 2009.

Single.
Lucky?
Guitar.

Note: THINGS IN THIS BLOG, STAYS IN THIS BLOG.
Don't comment about it when you see me strolling in school or anywhere, thank you very much. If you do, I might as well bury a hole in the ground and stay there forever.

<3 Wednesday, December 30 @ 5:21:00 PM

Hello Christoper.

Tomorrow is the last day of 2010.
I want a Mood Ring. (Please)
I envy people who can fill up a page with anything, any random sketches.
My tummy is fat. ):
Gone.

<3 Tuesday, December 29 @ 2:22:00 PM

Finally no pictures? :P

Yesterday was yesterday. Sad, happy yesterday.

I cried because I couldn't find the Zombieland DVD. I know right, quite lame? But i really wanted to watch it. Huge craving. Then, cannot find it. That was after I revised/flipped through the maths book and did my English summary. I prepared my Banana Nut Crunch cereal already, to watch it with.

Happy girls are the prettiest. I was super ugly that minute.

During lunch, way before I wanted to watch Zombieland, someone suggested to go to JB cause dad wanted to treat me jeans and shopping from there. Then we made plans.

After the Zombieland period, after crying and stuff. Mum's friend, Bik Jun, said that she will come pick us up in 30 minutes. So nonetheless, why not cheer myself up and go to Johore. It was around 6 when we finally left the house. Imagine how late it was.

So we went to Tuas checkpoint since it's not jam there. At the Johor immigration, the man on duty, the one Bik Jun said looked like Taufik Batisah (yeah right man. -.-), didn't want to let me off cause my passport's photo was not changed after my India trip. He said that we must go back to Singapore Checkpoint and change it. I was darn pissed man. Luckily, he said 'Last chance.' before I prance on him. -.-

A lot of challenges just to get to Johor you knowww.

That, above.
Top up the Touch&Go card.
Prayers.

We stopped for our prayers at this place and played with the machines, the one where we must insert coins and get the ball filled with things. The red machine. We got a lot of mini-torchlights in the shape of 100-Plus and Sprite. (:

Finally reached Pandan City and fast-forward a lil bit.

I bought..

3 PAIR OF JEANS! (2 straightcut and 1 skinny)
White sunglasses (after deciding for so long)
School shoes (Not those Everlast one, but still)

Sis bought another Adidas jacket. Hahahaa.

Then stopped at Singgah Selalu and ate dim sums. Super nice. ^^

At 3pm, we were on our way home. Happy happy!

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Something strange:

I dreamt about Farhan Shah yesterday. (Random much?) And he cut his hair like Faizal's. Lol.
I thought I had blogged already. Deja Vu?

<3 Monday, December 28 @ 3:32:00 PM

Yesterday went fine.
^^
Right, Lindsay? Shona knows about it too. Hehheheheh.

Congratulations Sezairi, you owned it!!
And Sylvia, you're a winner too!

And stop criticizing, it's not a little game anymore.

<3 Sunday, December 27 @ 11:40:00 AM

Interested to support
a fundraising Christmas Fiesta event @ Mountbatten CC on 27 Dec, 3PM-9PM. Tix at $10. Includes..
* Dunking machine * Rodeo Challenge * Mug Slider * Fishing Fun * Soccer Mania * Family Telematches *
* F3 Ice-Blended Drinks * Popping Corns * Hot Dog Buns * Popiah * Titbits * Polar Puffs & Cakes... * Fishballs *
* Caricature * Balloon Sculpting * Lucky Spin-Wheel * and many more freebies !!!
An event by Family Life Centre.

Interested?
Text me!

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I am going mad.
I have yet 20 tix to sell.
I IS V SAD.
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
):

<3 Saturday, December 26 @ 7:53:00 PM

Johor BBQ with Sis' friends and parents. Long long time ago.

18th Dec.